samybearr

I've never felt so worthless before.
I always find a way to waste my time.
This time, I wasted way to much.
Caring about someone as much as I did, always gets me hurt.

Put me in the middle again, see who ends up with me.
You are making my life a living hell and it's starting to affect my relationship.
I don't like him, and never will.

I'm going to try and put all the bad behind us.
I want this to work, more than you think.
I myself have a lot to work on, but i'll fix things.
I really can't help who I am, but i'll change and fix things.

Looks like i'm back to this with my problems and feelings.
I sat through school all day today and thought about shit.
At how much lifes changed, at how people have changed me.
Some bad changes and some good changes.
I've made mistakes and i've learned from them.
Schools started, and I really need to buckle down and get to doing my shit.
I've also stopped caring about basically everything in life, caring gets me nowhere and usually hurt.
So hellllllllo uncaring and quiet Sam.


Yeah, i've had a bad day, screw yourself please?

This year is already gonna be a very long one.
Oh well, I'll get through it.

I love how I thought you were my friend, then you go and try to ruin something so good in my life.
People these daysssssss.

You're the direction I follow to get home
When I feel like I can't go on, you tell me to go
And it's like I can't feel a thing without you around
And don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
'Cause you have that effect on me, you do

Everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

Months going strong now, and no goodbye
Unconditional, unoriginal
Always by my side
Meant to be together
Meant for no one but each other
You love me, I love you harder so

Everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

So please, give me a hint
So please, give me a lesson on how to steal, steal a heart
As fast as you stole mine, as you stole mine

Oh and everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

So please, give me a hint
So please, just take my hand.

I have this really bad feeling in my stomach.
I'm so sick of people talking shit.
I'm sick of people not caring.
I feel like i'm a nobody.
I'm sick and tired of everything.

I really think I am falling in love with you.
When i'm with you, I never want to leave.
I always get this amazing feeling in my stomach.
You always smell sooo good :) haha.
Your kisses are amazing and I love just laying with you.
I can honestly say i'm always happy with you.


six.five.ohnine.

I hate being stuck in the middle.
I hate being upset.
I hate life right now.
I'm not going to lie, anything can bring me down right now.
I'm sorry anyone who has to deal with my moodyness.



I don't wannna get hurt in the end kid.
:/

I feel like this is the only place I can come to with my problems and feelings.
Everythings being toren apart.
I've only got one good thing to live for, and that's my boyfriend.
I feel like the past 3 years of my life have been a lie.
I'm dying inside, I really am.
The pain is unbearable.

I'm heartlesss.
I'm numb.
I have no feelings whatso ever in my body right now.
I never pictured this to happen.

You're incredible, you make me so happy.
I'm hoping I can hold on to you for a long long time<3

You aggravate me.
X1389483290453.

You've changed so much.

I like someone, I have a dream about them leaving me.
WTF?!

Life is starting to go the way I wanted it to.
I'm happy with my friends and my boy.
Aside from getting punched in the mouth, my day was good.

You're a complete asshole.
I don't know why I let you in my life.
Things are so much better with you gone.
I haven't been happier.
I'd like to say thanks for being such a fucking loser,
Because now my life is greattttt.

I hate coach brown, a fucking 40%, really?!
Dumb mother fucker.

I love arguing with my mom, whatever.

If you have something to say, say it to me.
I'm sick of how I make plans with you, and you blow me off until about ten at night, then get pissed I already had plans to hangout with other people.
He isn't getting in the way of our friendship, BUT you're making it that way.
So, what a bestfriend you are.

How things are going right now.
I'm really happpy <3